"She'd cry herself to sleep but she don't dare."

I'm on a Something Corporate kick. Don't ask me why...they're relaxing and still fun. If you would be my punk rock princess then I'll be your heroin.

Scott keeps telling me how fantastic when it is down, even when it is poofy. I am starting to believe him, heh. I have managed to control it, and since it's longer, it gets better and better.

When I look at my window, I see all of them closed with shut curtains. No one is here. I am the only girl on my floor. This is rather unfortunate. I managed to snag a few movies from Michele and Kristi's room so I will have something to watch besides what's on TV and what's in my small collection. And I have nail polish from Lindsey to mix it up a little. I have a paper flower Scott made and signed so I can think about him, lol. I have some money to order pizza, which will last three meals and some Chinese which will last two meals. Plus all my fruit and mac 'n cheese. I just wish I had some milk to make it slightly less cheesy. It's really cheesy if there is no milk...maybe I can buy some this week since I won't have time today and the bus doesn't run tomorrow. Monday?

I don't think I am going to get Tuesday off. Beth has to strike her play set that night. And I can't get a hold of Kristine. I think she is avoiding my calls, which is really sad because I covered a Sunday shift for her a while back and we didn't trade. Blah. I hope Angela can at least trade my night shift for that morning shift. I want to see the band concert. And that would give me an extra night at home. *pout* I don't know...all I want to do is go home. I am jealous of everyone else that gets to. I realize I was the one who took this job, but it was because I couldn't find a school job. And I really do get paid more this way. This makes me realize how badly I want a car. Even if only for work on Sundays and to come home more often. I realize it's cheaper to take the train but the train only goes home at certain times...I could spend more time there instead of at the train station or at least waiting for the train.

And now I am just babbling, for which I apologize. I am going to go eat some chili and relax with a movie before taking a shower and getting ready for work. Have a fantastic day, my journal.

PS Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was fantastic. I might be going to see it again!!