"F*** off."

Haha. I thought this statement rather amusing. Maybe an inkling LoL style. But whomever wrote it should realize that if you want to be mean, you'll get a better kick if you put your name to it. See anyone can write profanity anonymously on someone's journal, but a real man or woman would write their name and be proud of the fact that he or she is angry and wants to use said profanity. Geeze, own up to it; otherwise, it looks kind of like cowardice.

I thought it was Matt at first, just being himself. It would have been funny either way. And if it's the person I think it is, I will just see here and be amused.

Anyway, I just got out of bed. Whoops. And Eis is still asleep, but what else is new? So apparently, my clock is an hour ahead, which is another big oops. Geeze, Louise. I have some major hunger issues going on, so I am thinking about getting some pants and going down to Southside. Even if I do need a shower really badly, that can wait. Mainly because I take half an hour in the shower then all the good food will be gone. So I am going to stop talking and go back to getting pants and food. Have a lovely day, kiddies.

"Wow, I've never felt this bad in my life. I'd kind of like to die now."

Sorry for the missed calls yesterday. I know I had four voicemails and a couple of missed texts. I turned my phone on silent for work yesterday and forgot to turn the volume back up. Oh, well.

Seriously, guys, I feel really disgusting right now. I skipped my justice class to take a shower and chill out (I didn't miss much--they talked about prostitution). We went to lunch at Southside afterwards. I noticed that I always without fail end up sitting next to Eric. Today he brought his laptop to go over a presentation he is giving Wednesday. Mallory are meeting for dinner at 5:30 because we have rehearsal tonight for choir 6-9ish. Blah. I am just kind of worried about going over all the math for the chem test tomorrow. It's a good thing almost all of my speech is done. I actually think that I will be going on Monday of next week, but I am sure we will find out on Wednesday.

It was gorgeous outside this morning. But not anymore. It looks like a storm is coming. I don't want it to rain. It's bad enough it is so cold but rain? It is not conducive to the college life--it makes walking across the quad much less pleasant. Especially if you don't have an umbrella.

And I just realized my umbrella and several CDs of mine, including Fall Out Boy, is still in Dallas' car. I haven't talked to that kid in...at least two weeks. Geeze, Louise.

"Sarah Lewis rocks this studio!"

That I do. So work was completely kicking my ass until after my break. I came back from Pretzel Time slightly refreshed. You know, at like 2:45. Crazy. The last baby before my sitting I had done his three months, now five months. Caleb. This is the baby with the uncle who we thought was gay and gave me his phone number so we could "go get coffee or something." Talk about awkward. Except it really wasn't all that bad. Angela helped me get some smiles out of the kid so I could go eat my pretzel and drink my lemonade. Once getting back, my sittings went fairly quickly. They all turned out pretty nicely, and we were extremely busy. At one point, we had four families waiting because we were running slightly behind in a couple of the camera rooms. I directed traffic, answered questions, and played our PR until my room opened back up and I was ready to roll. Yep, so I took on a group of 13 because they had been sitting there for twenty minutes or so and they needed to get a move on. Keep in mind I was in the smallest room in the studio. It was tough but they turned out great and sold them about $300 worth of pictures. I just kicked ass. Oh, yeah, that was me. I was totally on a roll today. Even if I was tired and slightly grumpy, I did really well and have come to realize I do better in chaotic situations than our slow times. Kicked butt, people, no joke. And damn, was I proud of myself. All the girls were so proud, especially Pam. She was all about the "yay's" and the hugs.

On our way back to the dorm, Tarah stopped for some "cigs and pop" and we happened to get a flat tire. More like a popped tire--don't ask. We changed it successfully without much trouble, and twenty minutes or so later, which was excellent timing considering neither of us or Shawndra had changed a tire before, we started on our back. Apparently, Tarah had fallen on her ass when she walked into Quik 'n EZ, too. Poor Tarah. She was just a mess...but at least she was laughing it up. She kept saying, "Man, I just need a drink. All I wanted was my freaking cigarettes!" She thinks God is trying to tell her something. Gets a popped tire on the way to buy some cigs. Hmm...

"Turkey turkey turkey!"

I hadn't planned on getting on the internet tonight but then Matt text'd me to check out something. I think it was worth it. It made me smile. :) That and I checked everything, mail and journals and all. *shrug* A lot of junk I didn't really need to look through tonight.

Lots of updates from Jessie, which I guess is good. And I have been home. w00t. Whose tat is that? Looks kind of...angry? Lol. Mom even updated, and Iam not sure but I think a sexual reference lay therein, which needless to say, kind of grossed me out. Oh, well. You can't just put "little guy" in quotations unless your readers know what you're talking about; otherwise, our minds wander to the gutter.

Anyway, break was fantastic. The only people out of my close friends from high school I didn't get to see would include Corrie, Mia, and Wheaton. I kid you not, I think I saw just about everyone else. I must say I am rather impressed with my skills. I even made it to the school to check up with some teachers and see my geeks. Jarvis, Welch, Jones, and Kimball. Mr. Kimball reminds me of Dilbert, which then reminds me of Wyatt which then reminds me of Algebra 2. At any rate, it was a lot of fun, and I didn't have to come back until this morning. Again, I had to take the 6:33 back because the 10:29 was running three hours behind. I slept most of the day then got ready for work. The room is a complete disaster zone right now because I threw my things on Eistir's side and didn't really care how precariously placed my clean and neatly-folded clothes were placed. I would write about my events of the week, but what is the point? I had a great time and saw many people, not to mention used over half a tank of gas.

I am not ready to go back to school. I don't necessarily want to. I don't mind the work so much, it keeps me extremely busy and in good humor. But school? I just wish the semester was over so I could go sleep in Rachel's bed like I did this week and play with the multiple puppies all day. I really needed that break. I am so happy another one is coming soon!

"You scored as...PUNK."

Three of those ridiculous online quizzes told me I scored as "punk." I think I've always wanted to be a punk deep-down. I think I could pull it off, too. But at the same time I want people to see me a certain way. Like getting a tattoo or more piercings...why should I when it could affect people hiring me or people's perception of me being responsible and trustworthy? As unfortunate as it is, most people don't like the tattoos or the multi-colored mohawk. Not saying that I don't because I most certainly do. And as much built-up anger I had at a certain point in my extremely short and unworthy life, I had at least the attitude of a punkass. Eistir told me I am just too nice to be punk. I am wholesome little Sarah Lou, friendly, outgoing, and always mindful of my surroundings. Even though I appreciate the fact so many people think me "nice," I am still slightly taken aback by people's perception of me. I am almost want to prove them wrong, but I know that really isn't me nor would it make people think better of me. I would just become the poser that tried to change because she didn't like being a good girl. How typical is that? And I hate posers, so here I stay, nice Sarah Mae, farm girl at heart, knowledgeable about music and certain genres of movies, and doesn't like change a whole lot.

Geeze, I sound like a blathering idiot. I'm sitting here drinking my Diet Dr. Pepper and contemplating on eating my leftover Chinese food from last night. Guess what? The scale in the bathroom says I have lost three more pounds since I was home around Halloween. Woohoo, three pounds. Better than nothing, right? You would never guess it by the large amount of Papa John's and China Star I put into my mouth. Meh.

What else is there to talk about? Not much. I am working on my foie gras ban speech. It's pretty grotesque if you ask me. People forcing ducks and geese to eat this corn-and-oil mixture that makes them gain weight like crazy, then they harvest their livers afterwards for foie gras. Damn, it is such brutal treatment...I hope I don't make anyone sick. *sigh* Oh, and I gave myself a huge blood blister yesterday when team shooting with Tarah. My pinky got stuck inbetween the camera and the bar that holds the camera up, which pinched it and made me want to cry but I managed not to. Just managed to get a rather large blood blister.

And now I am done with disgusting things.

"She'd cry herself to sleep but she don't dare."

I'm on a Something Corporate kick. Don't ask me why...they're relaxing and still fun. If you would be my punk rock princess then I'll be your heroin.

Scott keeps telling me how fantastic when it is down, even when it is poofy. I am starting to believe him, heh. I have managed to control it, and since it's longer, it gets better and better.

When I look at my window, I see all of them closed with shut curtains. No one is here. I am the only girl on my floor. This is rather unfortunate. I managed to snag a few movies from Michele and Kristi's room so I will have something to watch besides what's on TV and what's in my small collection. And I have nail polish from Lindsey to mix it up a little. I have a paper flower Scott made and signed so I can think about him, lol. I have some money to order pizza, which will last three meals and some Chinese which will last two meals. Plus all my fruit and mac 'n cheese. I just wish I had some milk to make it slightly less cheesy. It's really cheesy if there is no milk...maybe I can buy some this week since I won't have time today and the bus doesn't run tomorrow. Monday?

I don't think I am going to get Tuesday off. Beth has to strike her play set that night. And I can't get a hold of Kristine. I think she is avoiding my calls, which is really sad because I covered a Sunday shift for her a while back and we didn't trade. Blah. I hope Angela can at least trade my night shift for that morning shift. I want to see the band concert. And that would give me an extra night at home. *pout* I don't know...all I want to do is go home. I am jealous of everyone else that gets to. I realize I was the one who took this job, but it was because I couldn't find a school job. And I really do get paid more this way. This makes me realize how badly I want a car. Even if only for work on Sundays and to come home more often. I realize it's cheaper to take the train but the train only goes home at certain times...I could spend more time there instead of at the train station or at least waiting for the train.

And now I am just babbling, for which I apologize. I am going to go eat some chili and relax with a movie before taking a shower and getting ready for work. Have a fantastic day, my journal.

PS Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was fantastic. I might be going to see it again!!

"Oh, geeze."

Rachel was here earlier.

I have nothing to do today because it's the end of the week, the start of fall break, so nothing is really assigned. I did my nails, took a shower, listened to music, and avoiding the TV. I was flipping through my random music list and a song came on that Ben burned onto a CD for me. And I started to think about him. I realized he's been gone for over a year now. A year this past Sunday. Who would have known that? It makes me sad and I want to cry but I don't want to cry, don't want to feel sad, don't want to be the me from last year. Does that make sense? I guess it doesn't have to.

To take my mind off things and to relax beyond my wildest dreams, I am listening to Something Corporate (thanks to Matt) and playing Mah Jong. *sigh* Have a good one, kiddies.

"Mmm, baked potato."

I had such a fantastic lunch, especially after being so confused on that math quiz.

It's raining a lot. Somehow romantic, even though it's so agitating having to walk through it (mainly because I left my umbrella in Dallas' car along with my Fall Out Boy CD *gasp*).

I have to work 4-8, and I am trying to get someone to cover next Tuesday's shift so I can come home two days earlier than I had originally planned.

Today is Dad's 53rd birthday. Go him. He's old, like usual. And man, am I getting late on the birthday card thing. I still have Wy's and his birthday was in mid-September. *shrug* Whoops? Jessie, you should call him if you haven't already, lol. And now I sound like Grandma.

At any rate, I have to go do some homework and take a very brief nap before I get ready for work.

"No, but I am fluent in bullshit."

Hehe. Just heard it on the TV.

Matt, that's exactly why there is now an automatic thingy when putting entries. No more LoL entries. w00t.

I ate far too much Chinese food tonight. Far too much. Classes aren't that bad...took the chem quiz and got a 100% after much debate. And I am almost finished with artifact three for comm that's due Wednesday--and another math quiz tomorrow. I have a feeling it's not going to go over so well, but we'll see. I have to go study. Boo.

Something is up with Eistir. She's acting differently, and she says there is nothing wrong...it might not be wrong but something is up and she's not telling me. Oh, well...she'll tell me when she wants to.

Now I have to go. It's way too hot in this room, that's why I can never sleep.

"Hey, chocachocachoc. Boom chocachocalot."

The weekend has flown, as it normally does. I swear each freaking week goes by at warp speed and then some. Even if I'm being an emo bitch and uber sad, it still passes like no other.

Friday I went to work and then went out with the girls afterwards. I didn't get back until maybe 1:00 or so, then we ended up eating some leftover Papa John's and chilling out in Michele and Kristi's room until the rest of the girls got back. It was excellent when Nicole came out of her room with only a sheet wrapped around her. Or when Stef's roommate Stacey came back absolutely trashed. She was rather entertaining. Oh, and we bumped into RA at Z's, eating some cheese fries. I gotta tell you I ate a massive amount of food, and boy, can I pack it away.

Saturday I woke up not feeling all that great. I think Dad called me and I talked to him for five minutes or something (or maybe that was Friday morning?). I crawled out of bed around 1:00 or so, ate some nasty food from Southside (only nasty because I was feeling sickly), went to Dallas' for a little bit and met Ted and Big Jake. The rest of my day was consumed by lounging in my bed and eating while watching TV.

Today Micah woke me up by calling on the landline, which is annoyingly loud. He was back here for the weekend, so he called to see if I wanted to go to church. And even though I had planned on skipping, I got myself ready in a record twenty-three minutes (shower and all) to go to Journey. We had a guest speaker from Louisville, and he was great. Pretty fiery. I booked it back to my dorm so I could change and grab Shelley. I ended up being a tad bit late for rehearsal, but it wasn't all that bad, so whatev. :) I putzed around and met some parents inbetween rehearsal and the concert. We stayed for the symphonic band, but it was edging on 4:30, so me, Mom, and Rach got out of there before we got to hear the orchestra. We came back to my treacherous room and Mom and Rach left to go to my first cousin twice-removed's wake. Grandma Spengler's cousin? Yeah.

The RA meeting was super long, lasted until 9:00, but it went really well. They split up our huge group into groups of ten and made us do group activities. It could have been a lot worse, I can say that much. The people in our group were really cool, so it was all good. And they had people evaluating us while all this was in progress. Not too bad at all.

I wish I had some Chinese. We got a new Chinese place that delivers so everyone ordered some. And if I hadn't eaten before the RA meeting, I sure as hell would order some. I did get some of Lindsey's eggroll, though. I have come to the conclusion that I can eat about half and eggroll before not liking it anymore. There is that one definitive bite that just makes my mouth go, "Stop eating this crap. No more, no more! Spit it out!!!" Maybe that is just a me-thing. Quite possibly. So I am thinking Tuesday after work I am definitely ordering Chinese. Oh, how I miss China River! *wails* It's okay, though...I am sure I will frequent there over the summer, especially since I haven't eaten any real Chinese since the end of senior year. Blah. 'Night, kids!

*LoL face*

Since Scotty says, "JK," a lot, I've taken to using the LoL face and yelling, "LoL!!!" really loudly. His roommate finds this slightly annoying, I think, but laughs nonetheless because I am so unbelievably witty and charming. Er...right.

I have a little bit of time to kill until I meet Dills. Which means I should be technically meeting her right now but she has a tendency to show up three minutes late, so I will be leaving in about two minutes to meet her. *shrug* I decided I don't want to drink tonight. So instead I am going to Campus Crusades with Sarah. Should be fun, I have never been...gotta try everything once, right?

Something like that...

Put an X by the movies you've seen. More than 70 and you're a movie whore.

(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )Boondock Saints
( )The Mexican
(x)Fight Club
(x )Starsky and Hutch
(x )Neverending Story
(x)Blazing Saddles
(x )Garden State
(x)The Princess Bride
(x)Young Frankenstein
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White noise
( )White Oleander
(x)Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
(x)Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x)Resident Evil I
(x)Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x)The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x)Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen going on 30
( )I,Robot
(x)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
(x)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x)Along Came A Spider
(x)Deep impact
(x)KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )The Ring 2
(x)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x)From Hell
(x)Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
(x)The Whole Nine Yards
(x)The Whole Ten Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
(x)Sixteen Candles
( )Bad Boys
( )Bad Boys 2
( )Joy Ride
(x)Seven (SE7EN)
(x)Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
(x)Identity
( )Lone Star
(x)Predator I
(x)Predator II
(x)Independence day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
(x)Christine
(x)ET
( )Children of the Corn
( )My boss' daughter
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks
(x)Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x)X-men 1
(x)X-men 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
(x)Reign of Fire
( )The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
(x)Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)The Notebook
(x)K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
(x)Boogeyman
( )Hitch
(x)The Fifth Element
( )Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
( )Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( )Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( )Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( )Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
(x)Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
(x)Air Force One
(x)For Richer or Poorer
( )Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
(x)The Terminator
(x)Empire Records
(x)SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
( )Wild girls
(x)A Clockwork Orange
(x)The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
(x)Amelie
( )Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
(x)Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
( )2 Fast 2 Furious
(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( )Closer
(x)Titanic
( )Saved
( )Bowling For Columbine
( )Fahrenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
( )Artificial intelligence (AI)
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
(x)Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess diaries 1
(x)Princess diaries 2
( )Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
(x)Envy
(x)Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
(x)Black Sheep
(x)The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story
(x)A Christmas Story
(x)Spanglish
(x)Pulp Fiction
( )Sleepover
(x)The Evil Dead
( )Killer Klowns From Outer Space
(x)The Seed of chucky
(x)Vanilla Sky
(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x)Interview With The Vampire
(x)The Crow
(x)Purple Rain
( )Reservoir Dogs
(x)Wayne's World
(x)Wayne's World 2
( )21 Grams
(x)Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
( )Clerks
(x)Beauty and the Beast
( )Guess who
(x)Monster in-law
( )Elf
( )Stuart little
( )Stuart little 2
(x)Mall Rats
(x)Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
(x)Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
(x)Beetlejuice
(x)The Last Samurai
(x)The Amityville Horror
(x)The Aviator
(x)Romeo and Juliet
(x)Barbershop
( )Beauty Shop
(x)Legally blonde
(x)Legally blonde 2
(x)The forgotten
( )Confessions of a teenage drama queen
(x)The grudge

Um, stole this from Corrie's blurty. So...my math might be off, but I counted 165. Corrie, you said you got 73? Haha. I am such a movie whore! And the only reason any of you saw Empire Records was because I love that freaking thing. Niki got me to love SLC Punk, though--I'll give credit where credit is due.

And as for an actual update...let me see. Nothing too exciting going on. Band is almost over for the semester. Our last rehearsal is next Wednesday which is Joe and Jim evaluation time since the concert in on Sunday.

Dane Cook last night was absolutely freaking fantastic. Oh, my wowza. A lot of explicitly sexual content, but what did you expect? Especially when he through a "and the pickles" in that creepy, creepy voice of his...I almost peed my pants laughing so hard. I thought of my Nikker Bockers. I almost called to leave a voicemail with some of his stuff, you know, to let you hear some of it, but the security was really tight and people were getting the phones yanked if they got them out. But yeah. Saw this guy there that I see around constantly. I think he lives up on seven, he sure does hang out with that crowd often enough. I bump into him maybe three times a day and he is the dorkiest kid ever. He sings along with his headphones when he's getting salad at Southside; he seriously walked around the quad the other day with just his guitar and played; and he bet me he could beat me to race to the end of the sidewalk yesterday. He freaking cracks me up. And now I have his phone number. :)

Dallas' friend, Big Jake, is coming up on Friday and I guess we're supposed to go do something. Oh, yes, I am excited. :/

Next Friday is the start of fall break. It's too bad I won't be able to enjoy it at home.

tie. 

"Hi, Mike Wille!"

That kid cracks me up. I walked back with him, Amy, and Scott from the concert.

Today I woke up earlier than I wanted, ate, got into Tarah's car for the ride to work. I made an excellent sale, too! w00t. Dill picked me up from work to drop me off campus because she is a lifesaver like that. I made my way over to the CPA with Lindsey and Matt, where we practiced for about an hour. I bought the tickets, booked my way back to Atkin to change my clothes, and then ran all the way back to the CPA. It turned out okay. The concert went really well. :) I got to see Dad, Patty, and Rachel, and they brought me some clothes. Dad and Patty aren't coming to the band concert because they're going up to Chicago for church. They had leave almost immediately because Rach had to be at school for some key club stuff and I went to dinner with Mom, which was excellent. We talked about men, heh.

I miss her.

Now I am off to do some math and then I'll be going to my Scotty's to just hang out. I really did miss him this weekend, lol.

PS I got a 90% on my chem test!

"Do you always have to look so freaking cute?"

I took a picture of this eleven-month-old boy named Cameron Lee who could have easily been mistaken for an eighteen-month-old. Big kid...he's going to be very tall when he gets older. And then an eleven-week-old girl came in and her parents had her in a chili pepper costume. Poor kid. Adorable but nonetheless very grumpy for being made to wear a really hot suit.

I hung out with Heather and Mallory tonight after work. We had a girls' night in...watched Sex in the City and ate Papa John's. That was after we stopped by my dorm and stopped to talk to Nicole. Elvis had called and left a voicemail to go drinking with some girls on our floor. Unfortunately, Jen, Michele, and Nicole are all using him for his age to buy booze, which I can understand, but why Elvis? Just make him leave the fourth floor whore alone! Please go away. Heather and Malz got to meet him and now people know my pain. They all know my pain. I hate being nice and feeling guilty about rejecting him. I can do it to Brian with no problem but I can't do it to a stranger? Not easily.

I got my work schedule. I want to cry when I look at it. I am really glad I got last weekend off. :/ I work every Tuesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday until Dec. 2, which is where the schedule ends. I have two days off Thanksgiving break--Wednesday and Thanksgiving. I hate that. Makes me wish I had a car for at least Sundays since the bus doesn't run.

And I am officially addicted to David Gray. Grawr.

"Life is like a cafeteria."

Ah, Liv Tyler knows best. I've been watching movies ever since I got out of my chem lab. We were the second to last group out of there, which sucked but meh. I cried at the end of Hanging Up. I somehow know how Meg Ryan feels.

Someone is over here. He flipped through the channels and HBO had Pornucopia on. Huzzah. That didn't stay on very long, I guarantee it. Now we're listening to jazz and chilling out, talking. He made a restroom stop which will be like a five minute walk since he has to go over to Colby.

I looked through several people's pics on Facebook and most of our group from home has pics from my album and nowhere else or only a few from other places. I wish I had a camera to take pics of everyone here. I guess we're still working on that one.

Rosemary Clooney rocks my socks. And his, too, apparently. Now that he's back he is dancing all over the place...and he wants me to, too. ;) I guess I will go join. Good night, folks.

"That's it. I give up."

Yeah, so after my awkward thing with Jeff last night, I have decided it's a very good thing to be single. Now I just need to avoid Elvis all weekend.

I just did my registration for next semester.

Monday

• History 101 9:00-9:50
• English 101 10:00-10:50
• Psy Statistical Reasoning 138 12:00-12:50
• Geology 102 2:00-2:50
• Psy Lab 3:00-3:50
• Choir 4:00-5:15

Tuesday

• Psychology 110 12:35-1:50

Wednesday

• History 101 9:00-9:50
• English 101 10:00-10:50
• Psy Statistical Reasoning 138 12:00-1:50
• Geology 102 2:00-2:50
• Psy Lab 3:00-3:50
• Choir 4:00-5:15
• Band 7:00-9:50

Thursday

• Psychology 12:35-1:50
• Geology Lab 4:00-5:50

Friday

• History 101 9:00-9:50
• English 101 10:00-10:50
• Geology 102 2:00-2:50

Seventeen hours, baby. I have to go to my chem lab now. I'm all about my new schedule. It's mainly just Monday and Wednesday. w00t. Anyway, I have to go now, kiddies. I heart you.

"Keep him, keep him!"

I've decided no.

My bruise is taking a nice green hue.

I have really bad cramps that should NOT be there at all.

Eistir and I talked about what happened this weekend...she is so different from me that almost any advice sounds alien.

Last night I went to choir, had dinner with Scott and studied chem. I went with Daryl and Jen to the study session and came back to Atkin with Elizabeth (flute player from U band). After having a rather serious conversation with Nathan Buckland, I coaxed Dills into coming to with me to Scott's. I have to say it was pretty uneventful--and I ordered pizza for Scotty. :) Apparently, I am affirmative. Sarah and I walked back to our corner where we stood for a hour or so in the freezing night air to talk about all kinds of micellaneous things. Elvis rode by on his bike, and by the time I made it into the lobby, he was waiting for me, ready to try to make me interested in him. Geeze. When he asks, I through Jeff out there and said honestly, "I don't know what the hell is going on." "Jeff? Really?" "Kinda." What an awkward conversation. Today I found him cornering some other poor girl. What a desperate kid to ask out every moving thing with a vagina and college books in hand.

I woke up early this morning to finish working on my group speech and went to the lab, which wasn't that bad. Except we had some miscommunication problems that will be fixed here shortly. I just ate some mashed potatoes, greenbean casserole, and green grapes big enough to cut off all your air in your esophagus.

Today

• chem test 2:00-2:50
• LinC portfolio
• study for justice test tomorrow
• finish group speech part
• work schedule
• out with Eistir before 10:00

Tomorrow

• math 8:00-8:50
• justice test 9:00-9:50
• comm 10:00-10:50
• lunch with comm gang
• group speech!
• choir 4:00-5:15 in Cook
• dinner with Lindsey and 6/7 gang
• band 7:00-9:30

Thursday

• math 8:00-8:50
• group meeting 12:00 at Milner
• chem 2:00-2:50
• Eistir goes home. :/

Friday

• math 8:00-8:50
• justice 9:00-9:50
• group speech 10:00-10:50
• RA application due
• work 4:00-8:00

I am trying to avoid the internet for the rest of the week because it is a weakness that needs to be toned down. And I have a lot to do. Nonetheless, I am still typing away...as we speak...

I need to go finish my cheat sheet for the chem test. Have a great day, kiddies.