What was that? Sarah is in one of her depressing moods again? Bingo.
The only person I've really talked to on the phone for the past three days has been Ashley, with the exception of Bekki. She is leaving tomorrow...her plane leaves at 6:00pm for London. She and Erica will be flying there then to Milan and Paris and somewhere else I can't remember before starting classes. I'm going to miss her.
Going to see Pirates tomorrow night because that's when it opens and that's just how we roll. I'm going to Party Tree to see if we can find eye patches and some hats. Might as well play the part, you know?
Something feels really wrong. I can't put my finger on it just yet, but I'm sure to find out soon. I'm hoping that it'll be quick, like a bandaid. I know I don't have it together, and that's what sucks the most.
I start work Friday night. I didn't want to work, I don't really want to do anything. I'd be happy if money didn't exist or I had enough of it. I wish gas prices would come down. I want to stop crying every time I think about Rachel leaving; it's a hard habit to break. I am thankful for the people around me, but I wish I wasn't such a burden to them. I really hate myself sometimes.
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Apparently, I can't type. What I meant to say...Rach moving is a good reason for us to go to Boston!
It's too bad that your sister is going so far away to go to school.
I hope she does well there. I have a connection to Boston, my dad's girlfriend lives in Boston. Well, he calls her his "friend" but that's another story.I'm moving back to Normal next week, I'll be taking two classes over the summer. I'm glad to still be at ISU instead of Decatur. Anyways, take care, you know me, I'll keeping up with you on here.
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